The sparkle within

जुनी गाणी ऐकणं माझा सर्वात आवडता उद्योग! कधी कधी तर वाटतं काही चुकतंय कि काय आपलं ? वेगळे आहोत का आपण माझ्या वयाच्या बाकीच्या लोकांपेक्षा ? पण मला माहिती आहे, असं  नाहीये, कारण माझ्यासारखे बरेच आहेत खरं  म्हणजे. खूप आठवणी निगडित आहेत ह्या गाण्यांशी, त्या वेळच्या भावना, मनातले विचार, हे सगळं डोळ्यापुढे उभं राहता अगदी! त्यातल्या बऱ्याचश्या भावनांना सद्य परिस्थितीत काही अर्थ नसतो, बऱ्याचदा हसूच येतं ते सगळं आठवून , कि आपण कसे बालिश होतो. पण तरीही ते सगळं, ते  दिवस, तेव्हाचे आपण .. छान असतं त्यात रमणं. शान्त आणि सुखद! लहानपणी झोपताना रोज रात्री आईकडे हट्ट  असायचा,"गोष्ट सांग ", "गाणं म्हण"  आईजवळ झोपणं आणि तिच्याकडून गाणं ऐकणं हे तेव्हा ही स्वर्गसुख होतं आणि आत्ताही! आईचा आवाज खूप गोड होता आणि अजूनही आहे. फार कौतुक वाटतं मला ह्या बाबतीत आईचं, गाणं शिकली होती ती , आवड आणि  प्रतिभा दोन्ही होतं , मनात आणलं असतं तर ह्या क्षेत्रात काहीतरी करण्याची पूर्ण क्षमता होती, पण परिस्थितीच्या ओघात नोकरी जास्त महत्वाची होती आणि मग गाणं मागे पडलं . मला आज ह्या गोष्टीचं थोडसं ...

This is her story. Who is she? She is one of us. But she is different than us! She has dreams and she has 'things-to-do lists'. She watches rom-coms and she likes to debate on sustainability. She loves food and she likes to stay fit. She really works hard at her job and is like a lazy cat when home! Yes, she loves cats and she loves dogs too. This is her story. She is one of us. But she is different than us. :)  She decided to face her fear. By being stronger than the fear. Fear is mere a weakness. It identifies you and seeps within. She decided to get rid of it by one and only way she could think of. By winning! 

Actually I should be working on my assignments now, but couldn't stop myself from coming here. Its been a really really long time since I last wrote something up here. Feels so good to be back here :)  New life because I am in a new country ! Chasing my dreams!! yes :) I am living my dream actually.  Same story is about something that I have lately developed. Fear. Phobia. I just watched a movie- Pink . Script was perfect! Simply great! And yes, the power packed performances by all.. It made me cry at the end. I get very emotional when it comes about women's safety in India. Its something that I dont want to talk about. Because I feel scared. As a Country, we have failed to make our women feel safe anywhere, anytime. I have been scratching my brains thinking how do I change this situation ? What is the best way? Policies, Education,Promotion, Or Behavior change? I think it has to start with the behavior change. Men need to be taught to respect every woman they meet . We,...

Loneliness...This is one of those things i  am most scared of..Does one feel lonely because of other's behaviour? Or is it self-inflicted? I am trying to find out actually..I think its just a situation created by our own..It can lead someone to take a drastic step such as suicide..But one has to understand that ending your life will change nothing , except you will lose a chance to make this life beautiful .It is only you who would suffer and guess what ..You would not even know that! R u getting me??         I would really want to disuade people from doing so. No problem or situation in the world is such that you need to end something as precious as a LIFE! Your Life!!     

songs....always wake my brain up n charge it.....wat makes me feel so attached 2 them, tht my eyes r instantly filled with tears when i listen 2 a sad song or i immediately become happy after listening 2 a cute, funny song.....only songs can change my mood.....i m still trying 2 figure out my connection with them....when i feel m on d verge of breaking down emotionally, i know exactly wat songs will cheer me up....sm 1 said ders dis energy fuel inside me dat keeps me on!!! i laughed at tht ... it cud be songs....yeah..definitely...der had been situations which were so disastrous, i cant even describe them now...just ..they were so harrowing....i never thought i would b able 2 come out of it....but i did....thnks 2 songs.....nothing else or no1 can change my mood when i m upset....only a good song can do tht.....may b i like non-living things more than living ....because these non-living things do not hurt me....never........

खूप आनंद होत आहे मराठीत लिहिताना!!!! 'लंबी जुदाई' ऐकत होते... इमरान हाशमीच्या ' जन्नत ' मधलं नव्हे... 'हीरो' मधलं....काही आठवणी जोडल्या गेल्या आहेत ह्या गाण्याशी.... दोन वर्षांपूर्वी पहिल्यांदा हे गाणं आपलं वाटलं होतं.....त्यावेळच्या काही घटनांशी त्याचा संबंध होता..... किती रडले होते मी तेव्हा... कालही डोळे पाणावले.... आणि हसूदेखील आलं! .... आता खूप बालिश वाटतात त्या गोष्टी.... पण तेव्हा तेच माझं जग होतं...निदान मला तरी तसं वाटायचं....लोकांना फार फालतू वाटतं हे गाणं...मला लोकांचा राग येतो..माझ्या वैयक्तिक आवडींविषयी मत व्यक्त करण्याचा अधिकार त्यांना कोणी दिला... इथे मला एक प्रश्न पडतो. इतरांच्या आवडी-निवडींविषयी मी कधीच मत व्यक्त करत नाही. जरी मला त्या गोष्टी आवडत नसतील तरीही....प्रत्येकाच्या स्वतंत्र आवडीनिवडी असतात....आणि इतरांनी त्यांचा आदर करावा...मला जर हे समजू शकतं तर बाकीच्यांना का नाही?? मला अशा माणसांचा फार राग येतो.... त्यांची सोबत नकोशी वाटते....माझ्या काही मैत्रिणी वागतात अशा....नाही पटत मला ते.....